i wonder, why are my parents the only ones who disapprove me being in a relationship. okay, i understand that they're worried about my results and safety. but its been a year already. i dont think im getting any stupid-er or me getting 'raped' or something. why would they prefer me lying to them? i have self control i think. i dont like lying to them. its hard. why do i have to do this? im not happy having to go through this. this could mean me lying to them until i get a job. i wouldnt have time for a guy then. isnt it nice having my parents trying to get to know my guy? i dont think he looks bad. he could be quite liked by my family. why wouldnt they give me a chance to prove it?

i really wanna know why are they disaproving this. i wanna try to understand and make them understand me. wouldnt it be nice talking to your mom about thaat guy? maybe im too young for this. thats what they'll say. but why young? other parents are okay with it. ive been wishing and wishing for that moment to come. its never going to happen. life is rough. hahaha

maybe i should look at the brighter side.
I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

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