It's scary how real reality is.
I know that someday, I will have to rely on myself for everything, no longer being able to put the responsibility on my parents forever. It's scary. And it will be hard to let go of that kind of security.
I know that someday, I will have to be responsible for someone else as well. It's scary how fast life passes you by. I'll be 16 next year. Yet I'm being asked to decide my future - my career, what I want to do in the future, where will I be studying.
How do people do it? How do they put aside their insecurities, and listen to that little voice in their head? After all, who knows what's best for us than ourselves? How do they have such faith and belief in themselves?
Maybe I'm not ready for the future. My future. But nothing's going to keep it from happening anyway.
I just hope that You'll be there when it all happens.
song stuck in my head : Feeder - Tender :)
I know that someday, I will have to rely on myself for everything, no longer being able to put the responsibility on my parents forever. It's scary. And it will be hard to let go of that kind of security.
I know that someday, I will have to be responsible for someone else as well. It's scary how fast life passes you by. I'll be 16 next year. Yet I'm being asked to decide my future - my career, what I want to do in the future, where will I be studying.
How do people do it? How do they put aside their insecurities, and listen to that little voice in their head? After all, who knows what's best for us than ourselves? How do they have such faith and belief in themselves?
Maybe I'm not ready for the future. My future. But nothing's going to keep it from happening anyway.
I just hope that You'll be there when it all happens.
song stuck in my head : Feeder - Tender :)
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