I feel lonely.

It's not because I'm alone.
Because I'm not.

The house is booming with people (okay, not really booming).
My grandfather is coming over in a few minutes.
I have a tiffin carrier filled with black pepper udon noodles, yet I feel sombre.
My parents are bustling downstairs, preparing the house for my grandfather's sleepover.
My sister is spending time with Aaron.

And me?
I'm in my room. Eating. Listening to the radio.

But I'm overcome with that feeling of being utterly alone.
Although there are so many people to talk to...
I find myself wallowing in all my lonesome selfpity.

It's funny. I haven't really felt this alone in awhile.
It doesn't feel like I've got no one to talk to.
It feels like I'm not part of the world.
Like everyone is rushing past, and I'm just standing still.
The traffic light is green yet I'm stuck at the junction.

Maybe E! Channel will help me.

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