sometimes it makes me wonder whether i should hold on or should i just let it go? seriously, who are we kidding ? he's leaving soon and i'll be here. left with nothing but memories. it's only a month left and i haven't been going out with him alot. i don't think he cares too much either.

maybe i should try forgeting about it now, so it wouldn't kill me when he leaves. it's better now or never isn't it ?

but somehow a part of me doesn't want to let it go. it keeps telling me that this one month will last forever. he's never leaving.

but why is he doing this to me ? why is he nice for one period of time, then totally forgetting that i even exist ?

i've got feelings too.

You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger.
Do you have to let it linger?

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