I can't wait to get married.

No, seriously.

But then, come to think of it. At least! 90% of married people say that it's hard to make a marriage work.

Okay, I made up that statistic but it COULD be true! Because really lor, almost everyone who gets married say that it's not as easy as one might think.

And right now, I'm thinking it's all rainbows, sunshine and everlasting happiness. I mean, come on! Isn't it?

To be able to wake up next to the person you love every single day!
To own a house together!

To go grocery shopping together at Giant (why am I advertising for them?)!

To do lovely married couple things like cooking dinner together!!!

To go on a honeymoon!

...and the list goes on!

It's just an absolute dream lah! Why must I be so young (I sound silly)!? It's good to be young and feel like time goes by slowly at times but then! It's no fun when you're young but not be able to do many fun things.

It was fine when you're 10 - all young, naive and innocent. Come on, at that age, my daily hang out spot was a TREE. So carefreeeeee, my goodness!!

But then! 6 years later, you turn 16. Don't get me wrong, I love being 16. But you're unable to do things like drive and going clubbing! I'm not really sooo into clubbing but it's nice being able to club when you feel like it.

Plus, next year I'll be 17 and we Malaysians know what being 17 means. The hellish examinations which I will not mention - yes this exam is my very own version of Voldermort.

Anyways, when you're older you get more freedom! And omg, college! which I absolutely cannot wait for!

And how did I get so sidetracked?

*clears throat*

I wish it was normal to get married at 16. Hahah I should go live in the 50's or one of those eras where if you weren't married by 16 you were considered defective. Kinda like how you're considered defective if you don't have internet or something now.

I'm envisioning an outdoor wedding! Beautiful, blooming red roses adorning the aisle and one carefully pinned to my hair. A tiny bouquet of sunflowers in my hand.... Not to mention, the train of my wonderful, perfect white dress (tube, long, flowy, smooth - minimal patterns) trailing behind as my pageboy and little flower girl guide the way whilst tossing flower petals on the path.

Oooh oohhh!!! I found these adorable wedding thingies online!

bride and groom party favours!!! so. cute.


fortune cookie souvenir!


this is the cutest lah. how come there aren't things like these here!