Why does it seem sometimes like you'd rather be somewhere else instead of with us?
Why does it seem like I disappoint you, while she makes you so happy?
Why is it that we rarely have anything to talk about?
Why is it that the first thing you say to me is a scolding most of the time?
Am I just not what you thought I would be? :(
Its the fact that she's all the way there, and I know you miss her more, but isn't this an opportunity for you to realize that I'm still here?
Sometimes it feels like you'd rather have it the other way around.
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ps. I had a very nice feeling of listening to a song I loved a lot for the first time in a couple of years, and discovering that I still knew the lyrics :) :)
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