am i doing the right thing here?

i thought i knew what i wanted, but now it seems like i'm just unhappy all the time.

i want my old carefree life back.

i miss college.

maybe i'm just not disciplined enough. i need to be stronger. i need to ignore whatever dreading feelings there are and focus on the job. just do the work, and be done with it.

this experience is just going to make me stronger, right?

this is what i signed up for, after all.

why do i feel regret!

i need to be happy.

i need to know that i chose the right thing, and that after awhile, i will come to love it.

forget about the fact that some guy quit after 2 weeks because he couldn't take the stress.

forget about the fact that you're not getting pay. this is a good learning experience, because i get to change departments to see what the differences are. to see how other operations are.

i need to stop being negative.

please, tzeyin, please. be positive, and enjoy your freaking training.